Like others here I lost my wife five years ago and several months ago I lost another love of my life to a heart attack. As with my wife, she also died in my arms. I'm still trying to figure out how I'll ever survive the hand I've been dealt. But don't feel sorry for me. Both of my loves made me feel like the luckiest man in the world. They were heaven's gift to me. I'm pretty much resigned to the fact that I'll finish my life journey alone with only happy memories to keep me going. One of life's enjoyments I still have are my daily visits here, and I seldom log off without a smile on my face. Our members here are a cross-section of the good the still thrives in our country. God bless all of you.