For a lot of years now I have always carried 2 handguns,when I was a Deputy,detective even when I was a training officer. Way back when I had a Colt Delta and it was miserable to carry,shoot and look at so traded it for a P38 which was my first 9mm. I carry 2 yet today and a 1911 is primary with 38 spl is bug. As a Deputy a 357 model 19 was was the required service weapon and a 1911 in my shoulder holster. Off duty I carried 41 mag with a 38 bug. We bought our own ammo, weapon, boots,and duty leather. No vest or swat team or hand held radio and backup if we were lucky was a hour out. I still do a bit of consulting for a couple of long time friends and the group gets smaller and the hands of time march on. My primary job is keeping my wife of almost 35 yrs safe or emergency ride to the hospital as I am her sole caretaker. Stories can be told of an interesting past along with trying to keep or heads above water but just like most it's difficult on the down yof the mountain. Every one has there top gear and it's like nobody else's we make it for our needs and fits our style. My grandson doesn't understand yesterday just like I don't understand tomorrow. Stay safe out there and alert, I look forward to seeing tomorrow so I can wish my family a good day.