yes today is rough day, gets me irritated, pulls my soul and a few other thoughts .
i used to get overwrought picturing people in a plane, going for a ride of death and not being able to stop the ride, that has to be a horrific feeling. i still get wrapped tight now for a few hours or more.
then the folks jumping to their death to escape fire.. the thoughts in the brain to convince you do that are horrific.
i have been in a few scary airplane and helicopter "rides" and yes not being at the controls in an wholly shiiit event is a mind altering experience , nothing prepares a mind for the imminent SMACK into the ground .
luckily my smacks into the ground just bruised us, pissed us off and cost the navy an aircraft.
but being in a large aircraft at speed hurtling to the ground and knowing the end is HERE is a hard thing to cope and absorb
the first responders that valiantly stormed up stairs to get to survivors only to be caught in the collapse.. that to is a horrific thought to occupy a sane mind.
its partly know why i wont fly unless i am the nut behind the stick, same with driving or riding in a vehicle ... i cannot stand being a passenger, it simply over takes my calm sense of things ..
i know that may be nuts, but yes it can be.
i pray for the lost souls, and damaged people.
