this is getting on my nerves...
this morning, got up before 4 AM.
i don't know why i keep getting up earlier nearly each day.
i go to bed tired from the scraping, cleaning then painting, and finish cleaning.
i am even going to bed a bit later then normal, at like now, between 9 to 9:30
so i got up before 4, made my usual breakfast, and out the door about 5, and ran some quick errands.
checked the flowers for watering, so i could move them (potted plants) for the rain to get them.
today is going to be mostly a painting day, and maybe a wee bit of scraping 1 more room.
but there is big piece of furniture in the way, and i cannot move that.
so i looked it up, why the early waking, here is what it says..
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Waking up earlier and earlier can signify circadian rhythm disruption, an underlying sleep disorder like sleep apnea, or a medical condition such as depression, anxiety, diabetes, or high blood pressure. It could also be a sign of aging or a natural change in your body's sleep needs, but if you are not getting enough restorative sleep, it's a good idea to consult a doctor or sleep specialist to identify and address the cause
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well, i am a diabetic, i do have high blood pressure, and maybe the anxiety is that i want this work to get done long before thanksgiving week...????
but i ain't depressed.............well maybe i might be......my lottery numbers are not popping up...>!!
dammit, dammit, dammit.........